SETIA INDAH

Last night Asem n i went to Smart Market. My only intention was to buy lists of DVD ordered by Fara. Impressed with the Chinese bro at my-regular-dvd-shop. He still memorizes my face la. (Cayalah bro). I think its quite sumtime jugak lah I didn’t have chance to ‘visit’ his shop. I gave him list of the DVDs I would like to buy. And he started roaming and rummaging around to collect all listed DVDs. He took about 15 minutes to complete the list. He gave me spesssial price for that stack of DVDs. (Eheh thank you thank you bro. I’m sure we’ll meet again next time). Went back home. Catch the Explorace on TV3. Would like to express my congratulation to them in accomplishing the game at for the RM100K tu. Wooh bukan senang dapat tu. And I’m heartening to hear Narin’s good heart in giving her air-ticket to Hanif for him to be able to travel with his wife. So sweeeet..

Pagi tadi I wake up 5am bersiap2 nak pergi kerja. My target this morning is bersiap awal supaya Icah tak kelam kabut nak hantar ke Skudai n patah balik ke tempat kerjanya. So, on our way tu, singgahlah sekejap di gerai2 kuih tak jauh dari rumah. While Icah gi membeli2 kuih tu, suddenly I become aware of my wallet’s location. I searched in my handbag, alamak its nowhere found! Alah malasnya nak patah balik cari dirumah. But with heavy heart I have to make my U-Turn jugak lah. I looked everywhere in my house, alahai takde pulak ‘cik bonia’ aku ni. Mana pigi ni? I felt tensed. Then called Asem to search search and look look in her car. Kot2 lah tertinggal dalam kereta dia last night. She said she found nothing. My eyes started to be in tears. But tahan lagi. Ntah kenapa tiba2 rasa sedih takut pemergiannya. (which is my ‘cik bonia’ lar). Dah lama kami hidup susah senang bersama. Takkan its about time kot. Sayangnya…

Tak puas hati jugak, I drove Icah to AHGR, and I dropped Ita at bus stop nearby. I pulled myself together and drove off to Komtar to reach Asem. While driving I kept myself reciting a doa teached by my friend dulu2, its Ain. Ingat lagi. She told me to recite this doa if happen we lost something we own.

Subhanamalla yanaamu walayas hu. Allahummazakkirni maa nasitu.

(Meaning : ehm I’m not sure the full meaning of the ayat..but the first part tu I surely know its a ayat for sujud sahwi which means -- > Maha Suci Allah yang tidak tidur dan tidak lupa and unfortunately the second part tu tak dapat nak bagi the exact meaning of it. Sapa2 yang tahu boleh lah share2 ilmu ek. )

While driving to Asem's office, Asem called me back giving a good news. Alhamdulillah! Its under her car seat rupanya. Glad, thank Allah for this. Ni lagi menambahkan keyakinan diri sendiri terhadap amalan2 yang diajar.

Upon arriving at the parking lot in Komtar, i parked my car at one of the lot. The lot is nearby to a small drain which cover with jaring2 grill. Amidst the rushing hour, unfortunately I dropped my car keys down a drain pulak. Wahh menyedihkan sungguh hari ni.. Bertanya2 dalam hati, apalah dosa aku semalam. Aduh, dah jatuh tangga di timpa pulak tangga! Nasib baik drain tu cetek. So i look around for any kayu2 kecil to pull out the key out of that drain. Nasib baik berjaya mengeluarkan kunci tu tanpa pertolongan sapa2. If not, sure lagi havoc hariku hari ni. Eheh. Bagus jugak hari ni, thrilling.

Pokok pangkalnya if we facing to a problem kecil atau besar, yang penting ialah physically effort and confident n tawakal pd Allah when reciting ayat2 Allah (doa especially), InsyaAllah DIA akan menolong kita.